Your morals aren`t questionable, but you have no problem justifying what works for you. Wish fulfillment is acceptable when no one else has to pay for it. Given the nature of your desires and projects, this generally isn`t the best time to seek funding. Your discretion is welcome around people that are easily upset. Maybe your parents or other older relatives want to keep a slightly different picture of you in their minds and that`s okay. As long as you make a big show of following the most obvious rules, everyone will be happy.